This new blog is super embarrassing and hard to write out. I have been humbled lately and felt it was time to share....with whoever even reads this! :)
I was so excited and pumped to begin Advocare. I got results, felt amazing and was beyond blesed. However after a little bit, the devil came into my head and told me that I did not need it, I could do it on my own and that the pills and working out werent really helping....and guess what.....I believed it! How awful....and embarrassing!
I felt I could do it on my own and I felt that I was invinceable. BUT hellooooo I am not. I have been unmotivated and just BLAH....the way I felt before Advocare. Not until recently did I even realize this...I truly believe that the devil had a HUGE hold on my head and my heart.
I was so passionate about this and want to be again.....I am getting there I truly am.
So here is my plea to whoever reads this.....PRAY for the stronghold of the devil to be off my head and my heart and the PASSION comes to me. I believe that God wants me in the Advocare family and has BIG plans for my life....I just need to put my FULL AND COMPLETE trust in HIM and HIM alone...........
Thank you in advance......
Knowing his schemes are the first part of conquering those lies! We have all given into those lies before, but the devil is under our feet. It should show you that you are onto something big when he tries to distract you from it. Success School is going to renew you and you will never be the same. Embrace change and consistency. You KNOW what works, it's just a matter of doing it. Part of his scheme is telling you that you don't deserve it...when the Lord is telling you "the battle has been won"...you are strong Kat-proud of you for recognizing what you have. I better know how to come alongside you! You are going to do this! You are not alone!! I love you doll!
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